Be Strong

People tend to forget or just don’t know that they have the power to change how they feel at any given moment. No matter what is dealt to us we have the option to blame the world (others) or to take upon ourselves to change the way we can perceive it. If you claim to be a victim it will be obvious to the world therefore you will attract the people that will use and abuse you.   Because they see that you are not able to own your own truth no matter what it may be. Taking advantage of your being, energy, and light. Because they know they can get away with it. Without having real consequences. If they saw that you own your own truth, the good the ugly and the worst of worst. Then they could see that you can walk away from them any given time. Which fears them. It shows strength. It all starts with you. Love what you’ve become, there is no one else as unique and wonderful as you are. Just think that there is no one else on this planet that has the same thoughts as you. So embrace every aspect of being different.

Today

Today I had a wonderful moment actual a few moments. Before I go into this I want to state that I have many spiritual beliefs.  Also I’m not trying to push my beliefs on anyone. This is just soloy my experiences. So that being said I had the day off, so I drove to this beautiful glacier fed lake. Being out there itself is just so relaxing and secluded. Massive mountains surrounding you with overhanging misty clouds.   I took a walk and found this perfect piece of driftwood log I could rest up against. So I proceeded and began to open up my book The Empath’s Survival Guide by Judith Orloff. As I settled and started to read. All the sudden there was no wind I felt this warming sensation. It had been cloudy for a couple of days and in town it was pouring rain. Getting deeper and deeper into my read. Soon I got to a sensitive part that struck me with emotions and feelings.  Then I get this approaching sunlight beaming shining on me. Looking up and seeing as the clouds break up right before the sun. I just felt this spotlight. At that time also I was in mid meditation releasing all my energies that weren’t mine.  I think that’s why it brought out lots of emotions. Getting rid of all the gunk that was holding me down and back. Right there and then I knew the universe was trying to reach out to me. Letting me know that I am protected & loved. It was a sign of guidance. I want you all to know that you are never alone the more you ask for guidance the more you will receive on your path. The only way is to release all your gunk. Things that drain your energy. This world this universe every single thing is made up of energies. By keeping things that are apart of your past that you do not hold a good memory with then toss it. All its doing is weighing down your spirit causing you to feel the same as you did when you created that firstenergy with it.   All of that dark energy blocks you from the deeper good.

Everyday Light

If you feel down or low lately. I will share with you the things I do to maintain  healthy living with myself. First off you really have to put love behind everything you do . All your intentions are for the greater good. By that means you really have to care. I work in customer service so trust me I know the worst of it. I left everyday knowing I did the best I could not letting a single person ruin my day because people have their own messed up issues and they need someone to get angry out at. Which is okay as long as you know you did the best you could.  As long as you keep a positive upbeat mindset.  Alot of this also includes how much confidence you have. It took me 17 years to really find confidence. I found it when I completely dropped off the map. I got rid of the toxic people in my life. Including being outside helped a bunch. Nature surely does wonders for therapy. I started to read this amazing book called Rising Strong by Brene Brown. It showed how I was blaming the world and others. I wasn’t owning up to my truth. You have to accept everything that happens to you. Because It happened for the reason for you to grow and learn. The cycle will continue until you get the true message and all of it meaning. Look at your fears and the things you think are flaws. Turn them into something that can be positive. People think that if they fix the outside stuff in there life such as the way you look or what car you have is going to change the way you feel on the inside. Which is the total opposite. The outside stuff is easy to fix and that’s why most people go to that first and only.  You really have to get in touch with yourself. Examine everything you do and see the results of how it made you feel. In all honestly life… life is just one big fucking experiment. You’re finding out YOU. And how do you get the best results from an experiment?  You document everything and try new things to make it work. I sort of spun off the topic a bit but the main key is to put love behind everything you do or say.