New age, I have a lot of key ideas I want to express in this new chapter. I was stuck for awhile seeking out new ways in order for me to write and have this experience to help, heal people. I went through a phase of writers block. I had no idea that my prayers for new understands was going to be this alarming in such an unsettling triggering way. Through those wishes it came along the most challenging, emotionally traumatizing, and painful year of my entire life. I’m still in this healing and recovery processes.
I want to say first off this isn’t a post for anything in particular. It’s simply a memo from me, that the drive to write and teach has been beamed fucking blinding light into my vision. The positive has been my main focus other than healing. I’ve slowly been diving into the trauma as time passes and I’m able to come from a more humble place. This past year has given me a load of sufferings. Plenty I will explain with each posting. Every idea I have in mind at this very moment requires many chapters. I’ve shared in the past that I’ve been working on a book for awhile now. This blog is sort of my rough draft. What I’m most thankful that came from all this trauma and suffering was a new found inspiration of writing and teachings. With this is a new ability to balance my spirit and reality. Coming onto a new discovering of understanding of balance. Because my extremes tend to fall very much off the deep end. My experience this past year has taken away my innocence along with much more. Therefor my writing has a more of direct approach now, along with of a more reality base. Because so many different types of people go through the same experiences and express they’re out comings and healing different. I want to be open and to reach all types. With the blessings of my virgin undergoing I have welcomed my intuition back with a bang. After all I’ve held back so much voice from a very loud mind. But now I’m able too scream, cry, and act. Bringing that all to my writing.
The person that craves more. No new challenges then becomes toxic to the craves of addiction. Blindsiding their own strong qualities. In order to feel accepted into a persons life that wasn’t fit for such power. As healers we become this powerhouse for vampires, psychopaths, and any other dramatic intoxicating person that shows no true sense of self. In the future I will most definitly be going into this subject. I just want you all to know you’re not alone. I’ve spoken to a lot of my friends and it seems 2019 was. a rough year for us all. It’s like all of our moon signs did a collab tv show of just how fucked up shit can get. It seems the whole goal was to make sure we hit below rock bottom. Alright after all this, My main goal was to just tell all of you wonderful people that I’m back in the best way possible. I have so many new ideas and writing prompts that I can’t wait to express to you all. My motivation is higher then ever for my writing. More to come xoxo